For over a year now, something has been stirring up in Jesse and I. The cool part is there is no human logic to why we both are experiencing this same stirring without any obvious cause. We are though, and the best way I can think to describe it is that we are "expecting." Like when one is pregnant, it is obvious that they are expecting a baby, but they don't know much about this baby yet. The characteristics, hair color, sound of their cry, what they look like and in some cases even the gender is unknown, until the delivery. That's the closest thing I can use to describe this stirring within us. We are expecting a change and although we don't know what it is, we are anticipating it. Most the time there is an overwhelming feeling of excitement for me of the unknown, but there have also been times within the last year that ...